haven't updated in a few days. nothing too exciting has been going on. just been trying to get used to my new schedule and making myself work out as much as possible. today's just one of those days though. i woke up and i just had this sinking feeling of discontent. i know this happens to everyone, and i don't really even know exactly what it is. i just feel a little unhappy i guess. i stayed up until almost three last night talking to luis. we had a really good talk but maybe it just brought things back to my mind i didn't need to/want to think about. but i guess it's good that i'm finally finding ppl i can talk to all these things about. that always helps. friends always make everything a whole lot easier. done with my silly rant now.