i guess life has been okay lately. all the drama seems to have resolved itself with a little time. the pc trip has finally seemed to sort itself out. everyone who wanted to go originally is going but carina b/c she'll be in london. we'll miss you carina. other than that there is also the whole apartment issue. it looks like at least for now it's me, naomi, luis, and carina or shawn. it should be a lot of fun amd i think we are all a good match. even though everything is finally working out, i still have this sinking feeling in my stomach. i dunno it just seems like something is holding me back from being entirely happy. i'm taking another break from athens this weekend and going up to berry. it should be fun. well that's all for now.